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. : About Me : . 
-Hi, I'm Stella.-I'm a Pisces. -I'm a March Baby. -I like laughing. -I'm OK being alone, but being with friends is definitely much better. -Most friends like to call me LaLa but I'm not a Teletubbie.
. : My Quote : . I like the way I am. But changes have to be made and sacrifices have to die..
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Friday, November 01, 2013 I know.. It's been a SUPER long time since I last blogged. It seemed as though everytime I decided to blog again it is when something isn't good that's happening to me.. I've graduated from polytechnic a year after my last post.. Life is going on, but not as good as what I thought it would be. How I missed school, classmates and teachers/lecturers.. Well, this is part of growing up I guess.. Back then, when my final exams were near, I was like a lost soul (till now I believe I'm still lost). I didn't know what was my future, didn't know what I want to work as. I just kept one thing in mind, and that is to pass my final exams. Well, I did it!! Congratulations to me! YAY!! LOL.. Fine.. After graduating, it's time I get a job. I didn't know what to work as so, i tried going to the Popular Book Store to see if I could get a vacancy. Yeah, I know.. Retail ain't easy work as well. But it seems easier than anything other thing back then. They wanted me to go to the branch at Bras Basah and I wasn't keen on it.. Nevermind.. Swee Ling's cousin is working at a recruitment agency, so she said I could email my resume to her. And so I did.. 1st job she recommended was admin job at Suntec. I was rather excited but i guess I wasn't shortlisted for interview. 2nd time she called, I remember I was at the cremation center where my grandmother was being cremated. She asked me what kind of job am I looking for. I told her I have no preference, so she asked if I would like to join her in recruitment. Well, I didn't think much. So I said fine (I was a lost soul anyway). No harm trying out anything that doesn't get me killed! LOL.. It's been more than half a year since I joined this company. I like the people there, but apparently, I don't think I'm coping well with work. THE HORRIBLE FEELING! I couldn't sleep well at night and I feel troubled all day at work.. The sucky view of life came.. You have no idea how well their memories are.. And it is something I've always lack of.. I don't know how long I can go on and how far I can go.. I've kept encouraging myself by imagining myself doing well at work, but I get all upset when it's obviously not happening at work.. JIAYOU!! reca @ 7:43 AM
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